1. peweidyei: Steph Ayson: “I Knew I want to Marry Aj Perez” | Steph’s Eulogy: Steph Ayson delivered a heartbreaking eulogy at AJ Perez’ funeral held this morning. Steph Ayson shared that she and AJ first met in September 2007, met again in 2009 and officially became “on” in February 14, 2010, 3 days before AJ’s 17th birthday.Here’s Steph’s Eulogy, transcript courtesy of OMG! Yahoo! Philippines:“I want to be a teacher, a lawyer, and suddenly a doctor. I want to be able to write well, to sing well, and to dance well. All of those changed except one. I knew I want to marry a guy. And his name was AJ Perez.”“I was a silly girl, writing our names beside each other. I was scribbling hearts and playing Flames and I would wake up every Saturday just to watch “Abt Ur Luv.” I would sit in front of the TV and watch ASAP. I was a fan and I would like to think I was the biggest fan he had.”“Cheesy, but that’s AJ. Cheesy, sweet, sincere. He wanted to promise me the world, but I asked him not to. Because I was too afraid to hurt him, but he promised anyway, and he kept each one of them. He asked for my full trust. I admitted I was having a difficulty, but showed me that he knows what trust means and he’ll never do anything to break that.”“He told me that even if I don’t say ‘I love you’ back away or show him sweetness just like he would, his exact words were, ‘I would wait a lifetime.’”“If this is God’s way of showing me forever, I accept it… AJ taught me how to love. He was very selfless. His love was the most pure thing on Earth. It was, in every way, unconditional. And probably that’s the message here. He wants all of us to love the way he did also.”“He made me so happy, and even to his last day, he would talk to me and tell me that ‘I want you always to be happy. I don’t want you sad. I want you to smile a lot. You know why? Because I love you.’ And I know as the days go by it will be very difficult but AJ would say he’d want us to be happy. That’s the way he lived. He was happy.”“To my baby, you’ll always be in my heart. Thank you for making my dreams come true. I’ll take care of your family for you. And I’ll love the way you loved me.” This made my heart hurt so bad. :(

    peweidyei:

    Steph Ayson: “I Knew I want to Marry Aj Perez” | Steph’s Eulogy:

    Steph Ayson delivered a heartbreaking eulogy at AJ Perez’ funeral held this morning. Steph Ayson shared that she and AJ first met in September 2007, met again in 2009 and officially became “on” in February 14, 2010, 3 days before AJ’s 17th birthday.

    Here’s Steph’s Eulogy, transcript courtesy of OMG! Yahoo! Philippines:

    “I want to be a teacher, a lawyer, and suddenly a doctor. I want to be able to write well, to sing well, and to dance well. All of those changed except one. I knew I want to marry a guy. And his name was AJ Perez.”

    “I was a silly girl, writing our names beside each other. I was scribbling hearts and playing Flames and I would wake up every Saturday just to watch “Abt Ur Luv.” I would sit in front of the TV and watch ASAP. I was a fan and I would like to think I was the biggest fan he had.”

    “Cheesy, but that’s AJ. Cheesy, sweet, sincere. He wanted to promise me the world, but I asked him not to. Because I was too afraid to hurt him, but he promised anyway, and he kept each one of them. He asked for my full trust. I admitted I was having a difficulty, but showed me that he knows what trust means and he’ll never do anything to break that.”

    “He told me that even if I don’t say ‘I love you’ back away or show him sweetness just like he would, his exact words were, ‘I would wait a lifetime.’”

    “If this is God’s way of showing me forever, I accept it… AJ taught me how to love. He was very selfless. His love was the most pure thing on Earth. It was, in every way, unconditional. And probably that’s the message here. He wants all of us to love the way he did also.”

    “He made me so happy, and even to his last day, he would talk to me and tell me that ‘I want you always to be happy. I don’t want you sad. I want you to smile a lot. You know why? Because I love you.’ And I know as the days go by it will be very difficult but AJ would say he’d want us to be happy. That’s the way he lived. He was happy.”

    “To my baby, you’ll always be in my heart. Thank you for making my dreams come true. I’ll take care of your family for you. And I’ll love the way you loved me.”

    This made my heart hurt so bad. :(

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    this is just sad ;(
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Hello!
I'm Patti Cordova.

Others call me PattiCor, which is a combo of the first syllable of my first name and surname. A very few people call me Beng. But my real first name is rather weird. It's Patrisha-Ivana. Yes, with the "dash." Simply weird.

18 years of existence. young
currently taking up BS Public Health [UP manila]
proud filipina. dislikes anything with peanut butter and bananas. book lover. loves watching cheesy movies. hates reading chic lits. ironic in almost every aspect. detests anything that has to do with heights. wants to save the world by healing and treating one people at a time. loves life in general. believes in love but not so much in happily ever after. praises HIM above all.